Showing posts with label life with cancer. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life with cancer. Show all posts

Saturday, 14 July 2012


WHAT IS IT ABOUT CANCER?
an attack
on your smallest
most vital element
your cells
the tiny source of everything you are

cancer reprogrammes cells
not to create and sustain
instead
to consume and destroy
to pull down
everything they were born to build
it’s a murderous suicide
a perverse unnatural act of nature 
rather than giving life 
by doing their job and dying
cells with cancer find a new purpose
live a bit more 
and in their new vitality 
they kill
there is no alien intruder
no external wound to blame
it is life’s order reversed
turned upside down
a civil war within
cell against brother cell
this is everything you are
and know 
inside out
on it’s head
arse over tit
the stuff you are made of 
trying to kill you
life against life

Saturday, 31 March 2012

COME AGAIN?

Come again
-Come again?
Yes, come again
-You what?
I said come again
-Eh?
You heard, come again
-Pardon?
That’s right, come again,
it’s back, your cancer
-Shit

Thursday, 15 March 2012

BLOOD

Blood
vitally viscous
coursing crimson 
through the miraculous labyrinth 
of my body
Surging, 
racing, 
pumping, 
eddying, 
oozing through every artery, vein and vessel
Carrying oxygen, life, DNA, family, 
nourishment, energy, warmth, healing, 
and identity to every cell
Giving form to my soul
spark to my neurons
flight to my thoughts
Blood lines
blood ties
blood brothers
blood thicker than water
blood and guts 
blood of Christ
blood that sustains us from one cell to a billion
Carrying disease and poison, 
bacterial and viral invaders
smoothly and quietly
to ambush life’s processes
at any and every stage
Serving two masters,
knowing and unknowing,
willing and unwilling,
helping to kill me 
as it surges to keep me alive
Blood and anti-blood